Reconstruction works in Vilnius on the grandest scale I’ve seen so far is a perfect reflection of my inner reconstruction I’m going through right now.
In order to feel somewhat safe in this beautiful unpredictability of life, to have a place I call home is crucial, albeit it’s something I create anew on a regular basis, like a hermit crab.
Now and forever, I’ve been looking for answers to important questions outside of myself. Why is it so hard to go within?
Because there are situations in life where no amount of any kind of sugar will make it sweeter.
My new life’s mission is to be as authentic as I consciously can which comes from nothing else than reconnecting with my own intuition.
One part of me couldn’t believe that I was actually doing it while another was already grateful for this gift of an experience. I knew that, no matter how it turns out, I’ll remember this day for the rest of my life. So these are the lessons that posing nude for a drawing class has taught me.
Anxiety is a misuse of your imagination. It’s a product of an unbalanced mind. It’s trying to control the uncontrollable. Remember, your mind is the only thing you can control.
Just like boredom, fun has a very bad rep in our adult society. Having fun, for fun’s sake alone, is the best thing you can do, though. And if you disagree with me, well then, I believe you have to have fun even more than I thought you do!
Love is the mother of Beauty, Kindness, Peace, Joy, Forgiveness, Gratefulness, Generosity, Curiosity, Honesty, Respect, Romance, Authenticity, Intimacy, to name a few most wonderful ones. Love is worth fighting for.
Being alone gives me a chance to converse with my body. It’s about listening to what it says it needs. And it needs a lot of physical attention. Just like a pet dog.










